Sunday, October 21, 2007

**flashbacks**

almost a month later and i find myself intermittently trapped in thoughts of you
flashbacks that brings a smile to my lips...a curve splaying across my face that seems to illuminate me from within
and with it...a frown that reminds me how much i hated the aftermath of the seemingly forbidden
and then the tears come...as i remember the last time
when you freed me....and in the same breath...trapped me within the cradle of your arms
these thoughts are the worse
to realize that I've lost what I've always wanted
but never really had
and now i crave you here once more
pulling you through the letters of your name that i trace with my fingers
highlighted by the glow on the screen
i dream you into being

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